...or how to throw your day away. Or actually the complete weekend as it was!

Start the day before yesterday. Be very very tired indeed after a discusting week at work with late evenings at home. Then - by 2145 - start a conversation with this guy who might be a potential Mr Right. But never mind. Talk on until midnight. Have troubles falling to sleep efter ended conversation.

Then yesterday. Stay in bed very long (get up at 11). Blog a lot. Not much more. Long shower and fix legs with torture machine (epilady). Buy pizza and have for supper. Get off to the stables - evening duties there. Drive 75 km to see a date. Get there - get no warm greeting - no physical attention - NOT EVEN THE SMALLEST KISS!!! - go to bed - get even less physical attention - get frustrate (in EVERY way). Start to talk. Getting dressed and "bye bye loverboy". Without getting ANY love at all. Drive 35 km home. Go to bed and try to sleep for like ages (it is now 0200).

Today. Wake up 10. Have breakfast - disaster (I couldn´t make my oatporridge in the very special way I normally do). Get on the internet. Chat with nice Boomerang. Become tired. Go to sleep. Wake up with headache. The rest of the day ruined......

And now? Laundry actually....

Ibland finns bara ett uttryck att ta till (om och när jag inte ska lägga ned 2 timmar på tanke- och analysverksamhet) och der är vakuum.

I dag är det vakuum. På alla tänkbara sätt och vis.

Jag kan inte ens laga världens goaste havregrynsgröt längre.

DÅ är det dags att börja ändra saker och ting....